The world in a glimpse…

It seems ordinary. Everybody lives according to their own lives, with their own families, and their own needs. But is this really the case? If you look more closely while using awareness, you will find something else. Just because the people next to you are of a different ethnicity, with a different style of clothes, different car and job… does it really make them all that different after all? No. In fact if you were standing in a room full of people right now, there are far more things that make you all similar,  then different.

Each and every day people are going in the same direction of time. Everybody is told what to do, what to like,  and want to take part in throughout that time. Everything on this plane is especially stationed to keep everybody in a system of control. 

Before there was television, people were strongly controlled by the authorities that were placed within their communities. This included leaders of their churches. They determined what people did because of the influences of one another within the community setting, as far as what things people did to pass the time. 

In the 1800s, many people really didn’t have much to keep them occupied. Most of the greater activities were reserved for the wealthy. Poor people would look to the wealthy and desire to have the lives that they did.

As time went by, the industrial age provided opportunities for everyone to have an income. But what would they do with that income? They were made to have to pay for their place to live. They also had to supply food for their loved ones. There was also the expense of having to purchase coal in order to keep warm. The cost of living equaled out to exactly about how much they got paid. That meant that they were only working, to pay for the very expenses that their community and governments determined they needed. They weren't working for their own happiness. In actuality, they were no different than the slaves of ancient times. 

Looking at civilizations, like Egypt, Babylon, and other similar empires… They had a system for their slaves. Anyone living in the slave system within their cities, could work in order to live in the area, provided for enslaved people, and for the little bit of food that they needed to work through the day. Are you no different today? It's obvious that many are doing exactly the same thing. They work all day for some company or business. The company or business is usually owned by someone in a high place. Most of the owners are people that are well-connected into higher elite circles, even though they may not be in the highest circle themselves. It seems with their wealth, that they are in some ring of those groups though. 

While working, people are only getting paid just enough to pay for their place to live and for their food. It's the same in what I mentioned, regarding the slave conditions in older empires. These systems were created in order to keep people trapped in them. People find themselves working for many hours of the day, only to find that they are utterly exhausted. The only money available, paid for just the necessities. Industrial times didn't give people much room to grow. Even though it seemed that they were being given new opportunities, they really were only just living the same old lives enslaved to the system. Only with the new industries rising, they would be introduced to different jobs that were new to the slave system.

If people in wealthy elite circles think that they're freethinking humans, then they're wrong. Everything that they do, the things that they buy, and whatever they're told that they need in order to be defined as an “elite”, are all ideas that are given to them by others. It's not possible for them to be free, if they too are busy feeding the system exactly what they're being told to feed it. Therefore, the people in the higher elite circles are just wealthier slaves. 

People that were in the impoverished levels of life would often covet what those who were wealthy, or had. Who wouldn't? What determined whether a person was a lower grade individual versus a wealthier one? This led to people getting involved in organized crime in order to bring in enough money to have luxuries. Seeking to buy those luxuries still presents the same question. If the poor desire to have the luxuries that the rich chase after, and the rich people are still being influenced just the same to chase those things originally too… than wouldn't that mean that they're all still influenced and trying to keep up with what they're basically told to do?

In order to really see it, you would have to understand what it is that people are being told to do and help. The matrix provides people with a lot of directories all around them. The wealthy are usually put into spotlights in society. Today, television, tabloids, and social media, make it even more possible for anyone With a little bit of influence to be visible. These individuals obviously are being influenced themselves, and what all of the rich and famous people are taking part in or wearing. They're influenced as to what kind of cars they should be driving to be looked at as wealthy. This is all put out there through advertisements that show figure price tags. The more something costs, the more important you look, obtaining it. The rich and wealthy try to ensure that they have all of the new and latest things that give them that Personna.

Those individuals, because they're in the spotlight, are actually advertising the very same things to the little people out there in the world, who will put themselves in debt, commit a crime, or work themselves to death… In order to own something similar.

Yet, if that seems to be unreachable for many, and it is… There are plenty of commercials on television placed in suburban areas through their networks, to appeal to those who are kept on a census. There are statistics that are placed on those censuses as well. In other words, they know that in a certain county located in a specific state, and a little town there… That there are let's say 1400 people. They also know that those 1400 people only make a certain median income there. Let's say they make $65,000 a year generally. Now the government is well-informed that the people living in that area are going to tune in to their networks televisions. Through their networks, they will flash trucks, cars, and vacations that these people can try for even though it'll be very tight for them to afford it. It's a chain reaction, to make people act, programmed and robotically influence the same as one another. This is a reason why they put all of the same trending decorations in the stores around the holidays. When everybody goes to decorate for the season, they'll see their neighbor has set up certain decorations that they're now coming across in the store themselves. Their subconscious remembers that they admired how their neighbors' house looked, and because of ego and wanting to be looked at as equals, they will purchase the same decorations. it will then create a chain reaction down the entire street, block, and town. This brings an extreme amount of revenue for the system.

The saddest thing about this is, that many people complain about the holiday, season, and how they're only decorating for just one day. They'll say that they spend so much money on the holiday, and they only get just one day to enjoy it. Yet even though they realize the Idiocracy in spending so much money every year, many still do it. That's because society was taught that this is what defines family life.

It  seems that everyone is going after all of the same things. Anything pertaining to the material aspect of life that everyone else pushes for. As the powers, they see the energy being put into the economy through finances, that they didn’t want to lose it. This is why most of the system has been grounded upon money. Haven't you ever wondered why money is such a huge thing even though it's merely just a piece of paper? If the Federal Reserve doesn't have enough gold to match their dollar, then the money is basically just worthless. However, money is the root of all evil, and it is the one thing that makes the world go around. What is the real significance of money than? We'll come back to that another time.

 Since they had to stick to this type of system, in order to pollute everyone's mind with the very ideas that they wanted society to have in order to work that system, they had to find new methods of advertising. Newspapers came first. Then billboards. And then moving pictures. 

Finally, moving pictures became the television that you see today, complete with commercials and ads. Now they are really trying to conform society into becoming programmed individuals who go along with the flow, just as the sale. Instead of commercials on television, they place ads on your web browser. 

They use ad trackers to see what you've looked up just previously before. You'll see the same item over and over again as you go from page to page. It’s almost as if they are trying to force your mind to want to buy it. This is even worse than older tactics because not only are they putting forth thoughts into your mind, but they also basically know everything that you already think. 

For every keystroke and everything that you think to type into the search bar in those keystrokes, there are others that know what is within your mind as a result of watching. They have created A.I generated systems through the Internet in order to track the movements of every person using it, and then to somehow group everyone into little groups based upon their Internet footprint. 

Imagine even people that look up things that are of an immoral nature? Just like God knows when you're thinking of something dirty and looking it up on the Internet, the people who run the Internet are watching you do the same thing as well too. Well, their computer system is anyhow. 

This is also another way that they try to keep the devil tempting you said to speak. Once you look something up, you'll then continue to receive emails about it, and it'll pop up here in there in order to subconsciously program you to continue looking at the same things. Because of what people type into their search bars when their mind is not in the right place, or even for those just looking up innocent things they have even more of an opportunity to place television shows, ads, music, and objects of interest on your pathway as you go throughout the day. it doesn't stop just with ads on your TV or on your phone. All of these things are linked together in an integrated system that is run by humans and spiritual entities both. Once they know what you're into, it's all a ballpark from there on out. I have said it many times in my previous courses that even television commercials seem to pertain more closely to the person's life within the home that they're playing…more than ever. 

For example, one year my mother was suffering from depression. My daughter had psoriasis, and my father had lung cancer. It was no coincidence that all of the commercials playing on every channel included commercials about those very same things. My father often talked about wanting to buy a new truck and so they threw in truck commercials on top of everything. Whenever anybody was hungry, they knew the time of day and where, as they would seem to play McDonald’s commercials, or a fast food place that had the very same food that someone in my home had mentioned that they were in the mood for specifically! 

The whole idea of awareness is to first start with determining which thoughts are actually your own versus which ones are implanted within you by many of the contributing factors I mentioned. What are those factors? 

The factors are the influences that are deliberately built around you in order to influence you the very same as everyone else in your group. Your upbringing, your peers, music, spiritual background, television shows, and more. 

How many times did it seem as if some random thought popped up in your head? A thought that you weren’t  even thinking about? Going within as that happened, did it seem to come from someplace within yourself? Or, was it something that you truly desired to do or just felt naturally routine to do? 

It’s important to be aware of whether you feel as if you were naturally routinely guided to do something or it was something that you feel a strong impulse to do on your own. Awareness also counts in regards to figuring out what things about you are a part of the influences of this world from birth up until today, and which ones are a part of your true self? 

Many people who are in the illumination courses are also in life coaching with me, working on figuring these things out. However, until then, maybe you can see deep down in yourself to ask yourself, what things you really enjoy in life versus the things that you feel you just have to do? 

The problem is many people don't know who they really are. They are too easily crafted into the human personification that they are crafted into, from all of the influences that I mentioned above. It starts from early childhood. It's actually pure evil, but genius. All that the leaders had to do was ensure that your parents are completely programmed, and then the rest were just easily passed down from generation to generation.  When the system tries to regenerate itself, and build a new way of living, that they want for society, and the people, then they will try to eliminate the people of the previous generations who are too overly programmed by them. That's usually when they come up with ways to depopulate and target the older generations of people. They do this, because as things change, those older individuals will be so set on their opinions and ways of thinking from all of the programming done to them throughout their lives, that they will stand against the new ways that are being introduced to the newer generations. 

This is why many find that at the turning of every new astrological age, groups of elderly people die. This is because they will change the foundations of their laws, and ways of living in society for every new age that arrives. that requires a whole new programming. That takes a very long time to do. They don't just throw the new changes on top of the new generation, they slowly introduce them to the populations over a period of time. They try to test where human standards create boundaries.

For many people, if they could simply work through all of the programming that's been done to them and start to explore who they are on a spiritual level, they would easily free themselves, at least from some of the thinking that's been forced upon them. They'll learn to look at life differently. Once they do, there are a lot of things that really start to become a lot more clear to them.

Your blueprints. They show you the traits of who you really are as a spiritual being, in comparison to the traits that you have developed here as a human being. We all know that you are not the human being that you are today but rather a spiritual being having human experience. But you’ve had so many? Having been reincarnated many times, don’t you think that there would be more traits than just the ones you have today? Yet, all of that is forgotten and hidden in your consciousness before you enter a new life. It's kept from you while you are being easily programmed to be a product of the world around you in your new life. It happens so early on in your childhood, just based upon how your parents influence you, and then it goes from there into the influences at school. It doesn't give you much of a chance to really be open spiritually so that you can perhaps get some insights into who you really are. 

As soon as you step foot in school, you are now created as an individual who will be taught immediately that you should feel jealousy and competition with your peers. While they try to teach kids to be friendly and work as a team, everything else around them Implies that they have something to feel threatened by in their peers.

Just think about it… Everybody is brought up the same, but yet rather they say everybody is unique and different? Many kids were brought up going to school. They were taught the same things in school. Seeing each other‘s clothing, they all desired to have the latest trends, and so they got them. Everybody dresses pretty similarly. 

Afterwards, everybody wants to go to college and fix a career based off of interest that again, was  inspired by their external atmosphere. Perhaps their parents played a role influencing them to become a doctor, lawyer? Or maybe they were influenced by friends who wanted to become a model or a famous actor. After college, it's off to build the traditional life that everyone lives, but for yourself. That's right! Most people are taught that once they finish college, that it's time for them to settle down and have children. For many people, they aren't even taught what true love is in order to help their future relationship last let alone, to even know who they are looking for to love. Many people are told what's acceptable by their families, instead of really looking deep inside of what they feel would be best for themselves. Think of all of the people that used to enforce that their children married into wealthy families, in order to sustain wealth for those who are wealthy! if they happen to meet someone that they actually fell madly in love with, but who did not have a good financial foundation, that person would still be forced to marry the wealthier individual that they didn't love, because their families would enforce it.

Nowadays, it's a little bit freer when it comes to determining who you're going to settle down with and whether it's for what you think is love, or not. But when it comes to finding a place to live and settle down, it really isn't that hard to see that people are even told what types of houses to buy and live in.

If you look around your neighborhood you'll see that the houses are very similar in their structures. And if you really want the bigger picture, we can just say that everyone is living in a similar looking house, with similar decorations in their yard, similar belongings inside their home from the stores that sell everyone the same things, and behind closed doors they are all watching the same shows.

I don’t think I need to go into this any further to show you just how programmed society is. Just like your brain, your eyes only see light. When that light passes through your eyes, it  always sends a signal to the brain to pull up the proper memory or information from the DNA. DNA holds all the info that humans need to see the same, experience the same, and have all of the same senses as one another. It’s as a result of the DNA that everyone connects to the web of light which is the matrix here. 

You have to learn to look beyond what’s just buried in your DNA, as it was programmed within you and handed down through the ancestors of your bloodline. That information is then triggered through the physical influences that are passed down generation to generation in that same bloodline. This is how generational spirits are created actually. 

You have to look to find the true source of information within your higher self and your spiritual DNA. This means to get to that,  you have to learn how to detach from this matrix through using awareness of even just knowing when your thoughts are not your own.

Knowing your own thoughts

Obviously being in this world, you are going to accumulate some experience and traits from it, that will add to the higher self and the records of many other experiences that you have had. Still, how would you know how to discern which thoughts came from yourself or the matrix? Well, you can start by first evaluating what you thought about to begin with. 

To become illuminated is to transcend human nature. This means that you need to have an awareness that is beyond human nature itself. This means perhaps maybe trying to see things in the way that the heavens do, could help. Applying the virtues is a great way to build on that. But even in that case, I have had many students who have gotten it wrong. 

Let's look at someone who was beating their child out in the middle of public, as an example. Imagine walking down the street with a few people that you know. You see a mother with an older child standing next to her, an infant inside a baby carrier in the stroller, and a toddler carrying on behind them. She keeps looking behind her to ensure that the toddler is safe. Toddlers at that age are extremely curious. Even though the child is following the family group, the mother can see that the child is  distracted, and she has to keep slowing down. 

All the while, she’s late getting where she needs to go. It’s an important appointment for housing that she’s late for, since she’s a single mother and can’t afford to get her own home. If she misses the appointment she’ll struggle. So the toddler keeps slowing her down, she'll arrive at the appointment late. She's already 30 minutes late. They only gave her a 15 minute grace period. Now she’s getting frustrated and angry. 

So there you are with your friend standing on the other side of the road and you see the mother turn around and grab the toddler by her arm, and than beat her pretty angrily. She’s only smacking her on the behind, but it’s rather hard, harsh, and doesn’t seem to be very disciplinarian. Rather, she looks angry. Normal human beings would turn around and guess at this horrific view. 

They would think that the mother was a horrible mother and abusive. But yet where does that conclusion come from? Is this a thought from the matrix? Or is it coming from a divine point of view? Can one look at the situation and think as heaven would while watching it? They've already developed their judgemental opinion, haven't they? The idea is not to judge first… right? So how to cope with the situation? How can you see it from a transcended point of view?

It’s a good thing to know how the heavens see things to begin with, which requires a lot more training for you at this point. But a good example to help you in our test story here, is to say that heaven would first view what was going on in the woman’s life, not just on the surface. Heaven looks deeper. 

Obviously no one would even know beyond the surface of the situation because they’re not associated with the woman to begin with. Without knowing anything about her life, they would merely just be judging it with their eyes, not with any factual information or any genuine feelings. They don't have a background story. 

The matrix sets up human thinking like that because those who are programmed by the matrix, can only see just what is in front of them. Never beyond the veil.

Looking at the woman, you might want to try to stop your feelings and thoughts before they can even begin. Analyze the situation. Awareness is key to everything. That means having awareness over almost every little detail. 

Is the woman going quickly? OK than, she’s probably in a hurry to get somewhere. If you see that she keeps stopping and going, then she must be multitasking… which often overwhelms people. Therefore, she’s overwhelmed. 

Is there an expression upon her face? How does she look? Does she look concerned, upset and frustrated? Yes?! Then she’s feeling extremely vulnerable and emotional. OK, now what about her situation? This is a woman who is hurrying down the road looking quite stressed with three children and there is no one really around to help her. So would it be safe to assume on your end that perhaps maybe this woman is doing all of this alone? Maybe she’s a single mother? Or maybe she’s not single, but yet her husband could be away in the army, or just working so much that he’s never there? In any case, the woman has all of the responsibility of getting to where she has to go while managing the three kids on her own. 

Then there’s also going another step below the surface and analyzing for your awareness. Obviously,  parents don’t like to hit their children. Any loving parent will tell you that their child has at one movement or another needed a bit of a spanking. No matter whether the person believes in spanking a child or not as a form of discipline, every parent has had to come to that situation at some point in time or another. A truly loving, parental figure never enjoys spanking their child. In fact, they will always feel terrible about it enough that they worry whether their child still loves them afterwards. 

It’s true that there may be moments in  time out or maybe a little sting on the hand or thigh is necessary to grab their attention if they’re being completely defiant. But beating your child is never OK. Yet, here this woman is applying such discipline? Obviously she’s been pushed over the edge in frustration. You could add that this woman could have also abused while she was growing up, which is where she learned to hit her child at all? Or maybe she's never hit her child at all, up until that point? Maybe she's just so worried about the child getting lost while she's in a hurry to secure a home for them, that she acts out of fear and desperation.

Now you have the bigger picture. 

Even without having any psychic ability to tell you the truth about which scenario you've just thought of, is the true one… At least you've evaluated enough to have awareness over multiple things that could be happening there. Once you have a good idea that also puts you in the person's shoes and causes you to feel sympathy for what they're going through, you'll be able to start exercising more awareness in regards to more situations that happen in front of you every day, including your own. 

In our example, we have an overly stressed woman that is managing three children all by herself, as well as the day-to-day tasks. and she also is trying to put a roof over their head. you don't want to know those details, but you have to assume that she must be hurrying along for something important, right? Her child is being a little unruly and she’s getting so overwhelmed that she gets pushed over the edge a bit. 

She doesn’t seem to have a lot of help and everybody has their moments of being emotionally strained. The human perspective of people looking at the situation will judge one or the other, because they will always be a judgment. Either they will judge the mother, or they will look down on the child. Many would say: “Oh my God look at that mother beating her kid over there, what an awful mother”! Or, “What a bratty child”! That's the usual way of assessing any situation from the human perspective. The human perspective always looks to blame, always looks to put down, and tries to separate one's self from the other, in order to not be put on the same level as someone else. This is because others would much rather be considered above the other person rather than to be looked at as being similar. 

With awareness, judgment has just changed to: “Oh my goodness that’s a shame that that poor woman has her hands full, that she had to smack her child out of frustration. Her child is still young enough that she probably doesn't realize that her mother needs her to cooperate. She must really need some extra help”. 

Now you see where matrix perspective as programmed judgment, has turned into heavenly sympathy. When you change an earthly thought into heavenly perspective, you are now able to start pulling yourself more and more out of the matrix way of thinking, and to start adopting thoughts that help you to consider everything around you that is happening in a loving way that teaches you much. 

Obviously people in this world are taught to behave, think, speak, and react negatively at all times. But those who are looking above the matrix are thinking outside of that thought process and try to think from a divine level. And yes, it takes a great deal of awareness through very intricate analyzation by trying to presumably put yourself into the issues of another person. Perhaps walking over afterwards to offer a hand, would be the next appropriate step in acting outside of matrix programmed action. Most people would mind their own business for a number of reasons. 

Maybe the woman would freak out and tell them to mind their own business anyway? Or perhaps maybe people don’t get involved, because they don’t want the hassle of dealing with another person‘s issues or problems? Isn't that the case a lot of the time too? Indeed. In the case of acting outside of the 3-D nature, the person would apply virtues and put their own things to the side, not worrying about the reaction that they could receive if they walked over to see if the woman needed any help.

Perhaps just walking with her and telling her you’re headed in the same direction while starting a conversation with her, and nonchalantly guiding the child politely, would be a significant amount of help to her until she got where she was going. 

Some may think it odd that some stranger just walked right up and started a conversation with them randomly while keeping an eye out on a child that they don’t even know. Many people in this day and age would apply judgemental factors to something like that too, perhaps calling that person a pervert or a weirdo. But if that were the case, then a person could just speak up for themselves in saying:

  “Hey I saw you were having trouble from across the street and I know what it’s like (I have kids or so and so in my family has kids), and my heart went out to you. Some people are just genuinely nice you know? Please let me assist you in some way? Maybe I can even offer you a ride somewhere? Or a few dollars to take a bus instead? I would just hate it if I (or a relative) didn't have any help in a similar situation. 

This is also outside of matrix conduct because people would never offer anyone an extra hand or to offer a stranger a ride, in fear of their own safety. Many wouldn't offer any financial help either. But that’s the idea of it. 

It’s that you act outside of human nature and take it toward a saintly lifestyle and way of living. To truly act as a saint, means that you are willing to help anyone, without judgment, without conditions, and while  trying to see them clearly by putting yourself in their shoes. Even if you could not assess the situation properly when analyzing it, I’m sure there are a couple of different scenarios that you could think of, in order to develop the compassion and sympathy needed to get to the next step of awareness. If you did nothing at all, and instead defended the woman by saying some kind things to your friends nearby who had also witnessed it and were gossiping about it as they continued to walk… your positivity could change the vibratory setting of the situation itself. 

Have you ever woken up in the morning and said it was going to be one of those days, and it ended up being one of those days? You set the pattern for everything. If a person is directing negative energy towards someone so as to gossip maliciously or to judge somebody, then that energy is going to stick with that person as they go throughout their day. So not only will the woman have all of that stress and responsibility, but she would also be carrying  the negative vibration of the words and thoughts that  your friends were projecting negatively. It’s all about using awareness on all sides.

Obviously, if everyone in the group had been thinking the same thing about the woman to begin with, calling her an unfit mother and judging her… Then you can clearly see that that’s matrix thinking to begin with since everyone seems to be on the same vibrational level, of a negative outlook. That’s where you can ask yourself; “Are these my thoughts? My friends thought similarly”. 

Obviously not. As you go throughout life practicing this, you’ll want to take extra special time out to also ask yourself in that case, what would your initial thought had been had you witnessed things while alone? Does it still match the thoughts that you would’ve had in the group setting? If yes, for sure you are grounded in thinking like the rest of society. 

To have awareness means ascending above that. Once you ascend above it more and more,  your actions, conduct, thinking, and emotions all change. You start to develop into a much purer person. Your outlook‘s become so different from those around you. 

That is why I have said in my other courses, that when you go through the first half of your illumination phases, that you are going to change so significantly that you will be unrecognizable to yourself in a good way. However, others may not get you. As you change, everyone else stays the same around you. And that can create a lot of chaos and frustration in your own life. 

As you think more like God and on a saintly level, you will see people in your everyday life that don’t. They’ll have very negative outlook and negative things to say and they’ll still hang onto very negative situations. And that just may be something that you’re trying to move away from at that point. A lot of people begin to consider whether the relationships with lovers, family or friends at that point, are worth keeping. 

Well of course, keeping those that you’ve loved for so long up until that point around, is essential. You don’t want to cut your ties with people just because you were different and they are still stuck in the programmed reality around them. That wouldn’t be very unconditional. 

However, if they’re projecting too much of that negative matrix  thinking, maybe it would be good to walk away for a little while and distance yourself to some degree. At that point in your journey, you are vulnerable to get pulled right back into the matrix. And there is no second chance when it comes to illumination. 

Can one do it?

It is such a secret and divine calling, and it only happens once in a person's journey. Even those of great power in this world, still have not reached a true illumination. The only basis of what they know in regards to their spiritual secrets and so on, is what's been handed down to them by their forefathers and their secret family societies. However, all of that is just mere earthly teachings that were given to them to abide by,  by higher authorities. 

Those higher authorities would never let them go beyond that. That’s why from lifetime to lifetime, you will seek spiritual enlightenment on your own but quickly get caught up in the conventions of society. For each life,  whatever that day in age projects, is what you got lost in. Including today. 

During this time, many people are getting the knock on the door to enter the true and divine light. However, not many of my students will actually make it. Believe me, I have had so many students that believed that they had what it took and that they were genuinely on the journey for all the right reasons. Halfway through it, they suddenly found out the truth about themselves. And that leads me to the next topic. 

No one can go through this process in developing a true state of awareness towards their illumination, without having true awareness of their self. This is a little bit harder to follow because it takes far more analysis than just looking at the world around you. This means that you have to be aware of your own motives, hidden thoughts and factors, spiritual influences, and influences from people, places, and things in your everyday physical life. You would be amazed to see how many people lack awareness in themselves. 

It is truly devastating. 

I have seen so many people claim that they were spiritual, but yet haven’t changed one thing about their inner self that made them a not so nice person. For example, how can someone claim to be a deeply spiritually minded person, and then go on to painfully judge other people every day? Let alone, to speak those very cruel judgments out loud so that those other individuals could hear that? Later on, they simply practice yoga, practice better health habits, try to be nicer on the surface, and claim to have a few spiritual gifts and abilities here and there. But what did they really achieve? 

Anybody can do those things. 

Obviously illumination hasn’t been reached by many people because it’s something that not everybody can achieve or do. It’s probably the hardest thing that you’ll pursue in your existence.

Who you are, is based on what you would really do…

Before we go, I will leave you with one more example to think about.  It starts with asking yourself whether you even really know yourself or not? 

It leads me back to what I had said in the beginning. A good exercise to begin determining  who you really are, would be to imagine yourself stranded somewhere in a deserted island. Of course you have all the tools that you need to survive, but you are there alone. 

What would you care about? What would life consist of? What would you wear? Would you even care about what you looked like since you’re all by yourself? Do you think you could look at your own reflection in the water and truly view yourself as being beautiful once others were not around that you were made to compare yourself to? What would be running through your mind each day? What kind of activities would you do to pass the time? 

Now imagine another boat comes along with passengers that are severely injured, and cannot care for themselves. Their boat lands on the island with you. What do you do?

That will help you to understand yourself on a deeper level. 

But what if you only had enough supplies just for yourself and your life was at stake? What if it were not just you stranded on the island at first, and it were you and your own child? What if it came down to the very last of the food? Would you die for someone else or even your own child… in a situation like that? 

This lesson goes so deep, deeper than I could get into right now. But you should start there. 

From the labyrinth, into the deep well. 

There are many areas to a person's consciousness. Every area contains thoughts and feelings, as well as memories that a person may not be always aware of.  Since there are so many other influences distracting you on the surface everyday, how will you ever get to the core root?

Did you know that everything that is programmed inside of your mind, even that which you are not aware of, creates actions, and behaviors? Some of the things that you do or ways that you react, could be based on a lot of the factors that are hidden deep within you. Even when answering the question that I proposed to you above, on what you would do in each of the scenarios on the stranded island … Your thoughts come from different places in your mind. Some of them are based on the influences of what you think you should do, and others are based upon what your soul would really want you to do. 

But then there are unconscious influences that would create the actual actions that you would do. It's sort of like someone saying that they would die for any other person because they care about people so much that they would starve to death in order for someone else to eat. The same individual who claims that, when put into the actual real situation… They were the first person, freaking out out of fear, and putting themselves ahead of everyone else, rather than trying to save the other people. When looking back at the situation, the person would be quite confused. They would ask themselves why they reacted that way when they felt that they should have done something else, in their hearts? What many people do not realize is that their true souls, character and nature, is almost always pushed around by the human character that is on the surface. For all of the influences that are programmed in everyone here in this matrix, many people can never become the person they truly desire to be, because they Are influenced otherwise.

I had a student once that was a very greedy person. They had so much money, and they never wanted to donate to any charity or cars. Whenever they're reading, would suggest that they give to charity, they would ignore it. I would ask them when they came again, if they finally gave the donation, but the person would always say no. When I asked them why, they explained that they felt that they worked hard for their own money and that they shouldn't give it away. If those other individuals were meant to have money, they would have money. They believed that those individuals would not have been born into unfortunate circumstances than. deep down inside, the person knew that they were wrong. They had fears. What if the money didn't go to what causes it claimed it was for? What if they continued to give, and somehow it cut themselves short out of some thing that they may have come across that they needed later on? They knew that the charities were associated with Third World countries where children were starving to death. Finally, I brought proof to them that the money, in fact, was given to the people that they claimed to provide it for. Now, all that he would have to do would be to push the donation through to that charity's website on his own when he was ready. Having proved that the charity was real, I wondered if it made any difference.

 It didn't. 

That individual still refused to give even a dollar. When they read this lesson here, they returned back to me sometime later on, and asked me why it was that they couldn't find it in their heart to give just one dollar, even after I had proved to them that it was a legitimate charity? I explained that it had a lot to do with deeper factors that he had to seek within himself about. Part of him wanted to give to charity, but the other part of him just couldn't. What was in the other part of him that couldn't, that really kept him from being the type of person that he desired to be? Or did he not truly desire to be a more charitable person after all? The truth could only be found inside of himself.

First, you have to have an understanding of who you are as a true spiritual being. After that, you have to search for what is programmed inside of you that makes you different from who you are as a spiritual being. After that, you start to work through it, and with greater understanding in situation's around you and the ones that you go through yourself… You learn to apply a better understanding and reaction in life. There are many messages that are attached to all of that. of course, you may think you know what you want, as this person that you've grown up to be. But what if you, as a spiritual being, really want something else? Do you know what that something else is? 

Many people find that they grow old, never really having been fulfilled, ever in their life at all. In fact, most people go from one broken relationship to the next, and opportunities are lost. Most of their dreams are never even pursued, and there is always an uneasy feeling of fear and insecurity that the person carries in the background. It really does not matter how many happy moments they have had along the way, because they will never even know whether they were truly happy in those moments or if they were just reacting how they believed they had to in a situation that told them that they were happy! What would it feel like to really be truly happy because a person was so clear inside, that they knew who they were, what they wanted, and they were actually able to obtain that?

Illumination is to have so much awareness, that there is no longer any shadowed area. This means that all areas of life and oneself are fully exposed by the light, that there isn't anything hidden or left to fear. There is only true understanding of all things That will bring the person a real sense of happiness. That'll be because they will be able to really think about things on their own and decide how they truly feel about a lot of stuff. Doing so I help them to work through the unconscious and subconscious behaviors so that there aren’t any anymore. This requires a great deal of work and transcendental meditation. This really helps everyone to react the way that they will always feel they can be proud of, and in a way that was purely intended. 

When a person only acts purely in all things that they do, all of their life's decisions become cleaner. That means that there's no longer any negativity or frustration, masses, or chaos, that the individual has to confront or associate with anymore. The matrix will always try to suck you right back in. For the most part, a person may not know whether it's the matrix programming them, or whether it could be a message that spirit has slipped in, somewhere along the way there. The same way that commercials work on television, a person could receive some kind of sign or message from their spiritual guides randomly. 

But how will they know the difference between the two if everything is so much alike? This is something that you definitely have to learn in order to know what to look for.

 One thing that I want to add before I close, is that a lot of my students end up over analyzing everything from this point. They end up seeing only negative things, because instead of actually evaluating situations as they should, they try to read into them based upon the feeling that they get initially. However, they don't know whether what they're feeling is legitimate or not. What if the person just makes them feel uncomfortable for some reason, and they assume that the person has bad energy? Let's say that they gave them a strange look from across the room. 

Instead, it's the other way around, and the person looking at them was the innocent one, and the look was merely a sign from the heavens. Subconsciously the individual could have been in need of help and didn't know how to show it. Therefore it came out in the way that they glared over at anyone who may have been paying attention. Wrongly analyzing the situation, the person observing should have seen that that look that they were given was merely a sign that they should get up,  walk over, and somehow distract the situation for that individual. But no one ever really knows any of that? 

Most people always wrongly assume, and they end up judging the person because they aren't analyzing the situation the right way. I had a student that believed that she was reading people every time she went into a new place. She would act as if she knew things about the people, but she was merely just guessing. For the most part, she was truly guilty of judging the individuals that she had been observing. None of them were any of the things that she claimed. A lot of people are guilty of doing that. They really don't know what to look for or what the truth is. They find the same difficulty when trying to understand themselves. But it's not that hard. It starts with looking at some of the questions I proposed here in this lesson. How much are you really aware of? 

Work through the programmed aspects first. How are you still like everyone else?